to girls that i have ever dated, to girls that am supposed to be a good
friend to, i apologize for the way i acted towards you. the way i
treated you. you were all very nice girls, lovely to be with and cared
so much for me, i apologize. for the way those realtionships ended i
apologize. you didn't deserve it, but wat was i meant to do, either way
it would of had the same outcome. i couldn't of been more of a man and
told you, but i couldn't do it to ur face, becoz it would of been as
just as hurtful, thats wat i was thinlking, i didn't want to hurt u more
than i already have, and for that i apologize. we could of stayed as
friends but truly who does that work for, i only ever see it work in
hollywood.i can't of stayed friends becoz it would bring back memeories,
yes it would bring back good memories but it would also bring back bad
ones. i swear i just wanted to do the best by you, it was the way i went
and did that which was stupid. and for that i apologize. how i can i try
and make something work knowing deep down i want to finish it. you was
so good to me always wanting to know wat i was upto, how i was, you
showed me that u loved me, but i tried to recipitate that but i just
couldn't and for that i apologize. i should of not ignored you, and on
that point i do apologize becoz i was selfish about that, thats becoz it
hurt everytime i heard ur voice or see you, but wat i didn't know its
that it hurt you when i ignored you and for that i apologize. i know it
was wrong but thats the way i deal with things. Please forgive me
I AM SORRY
2008-01-13 @ 02:11